今天又是追债,又是通厕所.　ma me de,  生活真艰难.

 

sorry for swearing in public place, but i am really in a bad mood

"每天听，就会每天想，在这样一个物质的城市，会不会被同化，会不会有感情。可能，很多原来很相信感情的人都是在这样一个环境中被改造得没有灵魂。这不能怪他们，只是这样的悲剧每天发生，要求人要怀着多大的勇气和毅力去承受这一切呢。要我们进行选择，没有人会恨，只会去爱，但是没有爱了，我们如何选择一个对立面呢，还是变成没有感情的动物，做一个城市间懦弱平凡的人."

                                                                                          ------------------------- a friend's blog

 

 

I never used to dislike people. Always feel everyone has a beautiful side, and I am too easy going to hate anyone.

 

Many things have changed, including my personality.

 

I am no longer that naive and passive girl.

 

....

 

Met a very annoying client at work on Saturday. So rude, unrespectful, and even discriminate against people.

 

Damn, I wish I had more guts and expressed my opinion more. And just quit my job after that.

 

Some people are really not likable.

Started from two weeks ago, I really don't like my job.

Can't wait till friday, can't wait to get back to school.

Two more weeks to go!!!

read it today somewhere

 

男人就是女人的鸦片, 明知道最好不要碰 但是有时候还是禁不住诱惑 而又诅咒它的毒性

I don't *******, not even mad at you, and wish you could do the same.

I just feel stupid and stupidly sad.

 

you ask " why can't you get over it "

because " I, can't settle like it "

What he’ll do:

• Put you on his “A” list (pay attention -- You'll know if you're not on it)
  
• Introduce you to his family
  
• Make plans for the future (near and far)
  
• Do things outside of his “box” with you
  
• Share his secrets and his dreams for the future with you
  
• Worry about impressing your friends
  
• Come right over when you ask him to
  
• Try to do things that comfort you or relieve some of your stress (like surprise you with dinner on a night you are working, rub your feet, or ask about your day)
  
• Appreciate and reciprocate your feelings and your actions like giving you a massage after he gets one from you, doing the dishes after dinner, or sending you a gift

What she’ll do:

• Share her embarrassing moments and fantasies with you
  
• Little things all throughout the day that let you know she’s thinking about you
  
• Fantasize about her life with you, getting married, having kids, growing old, traveling the world, etc.
  
• Tease you
  
• Hang out with your mother or talk to her on the phone
  
• Appreciate and reciprocate your feelings and your actions, like offering to pay for dinner, getting tickets to a game or event she knows you’ll love, or cooking for you
  
• Ask questions about your life -- past, present, and future
  
• Flirt with you

How you’ll feel:

• Excited, yet relaxed
  
• Vulnerable, yet strong
  
• Comfortable enough to be yourself in front of them
  
• Like you want to include them in everything (but you won't desert your usual crowd to be in a relationship with them)
  
• You’ll miss them when they’re not around
  
• You can’t wait to see them, talk to them, play with them, and kiss them
  
• You’ll find yourself wanting to make plans to have them all to yourself
  
• You’ll have urges to do romantic things (maybe on the verge of stalker-like things) that you never thought you’d never do

Signs that it’s not love:

• They blow you off or cancel dates
  
• Talking about commitment makes either of you uneasy or nervous
  
• Either of you are seeing other people
  
• Things are moving too quickly for one of you
  
• You find your partner lacking when compared to other people
  
• You watch a love scene in a movie or hear a love song and you feel a strong longing or desire for what you don’t have

Tips before you commit:

• Take the time to compare who you have with who you know deep down that you desire and deserve. Likewise, compare the relationship you have with the one you know you really want.
  
• Pay attention to how they treat their friends, family, business associates, and strangers. This is a good indication of how they will treat you over time and a big insight into their overall character.
  
• Ask yourself how well you know them and how well they know you.